[ had that hug come from someone else, he might've rejected it, but martha jones had a unique perspective most people in his life no longer possessed. she remembered that year they spent under the master's rule, was able to recall what he did to those poor, unsuspecting humans from the brink of time's end. and she knew what he went through during that year, too. granted, being killed for sport over and over again wasn't nearly as bad as being buried for as long as he'd been, but at least that had blurred together into a twisted cycle he almost got used to. (he doesn't like to give it much thought.)
but the miracle had been the opposite of that. it was one thing to live the immortal life; it was another to watch people endure what you did, and to do it without his ability to regenerate fully from whatever injuries he sustained. the families who thrust the miracle upon everyone failed to understand what he really was. they could force the blessing to infuse humanity with a mimicry of his inability to die, but they couldn't replicate the fact that he was a fixed point in time. only the TARDIS had that kind of power, and that was something they -- thankfully -- hadn't had access to.
as far as he knew, the families were unaware of the doctor. or, at the very least, jack's connections to him. ]
Don't. [ he soothes, arms coming up to wrap around her form in turn. ] Don't be sorry. It's over, and I'm glad you never had to live in a world that forced you to experience that.
[ that made her wrong like she was. maybe jack didn't think of himself as wrong initially, but the description had stuck with him since the doctor had uttered it. thanks, ten. ]
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but the miracle had been the opposite of that. it was one thing to live the immortal life; it was another to watch people endure what you did, and to do it without his ability to regenerate fully from whatever injuries he sustained. the families who thrust the miracle upon everyone failed to understand what he really was. they could force the blessing to infuse humanity with a mimicry of his inability to die, but they couldn't replicate the fact that he was a fixed point in time. only the TARDIS had that kind of power, and that was something they -- thankfully -- hadn't had access to.
as far as he knew, the families were unaware of the doctor. or, at the very least, jack's connections to him. ]
Don't. [ he soothes, arms coming up to wrap around her form in turn. ] Don't be sorry. It's over, and I'm glad you never had to live in a world that forced you to experience that.
[ that made her wrong like she was. maybe jack didn't think of himself as wrong initially, but the description had stuck with him since the doctor had uttered it. thanks, ten. ]