He has had decades of punishment, loneliness, being treated like shit, whateverthehell as details aren't necessary. knowing how terrible it is to live a life without her and without his brother and without anything, without the ability to act out recklessly even. Without the ability to be obsessive with his feelings for her, it's been time and it wasn't... her being with Ethan that made him act out that way ultimately. The time in that other universe was enough to grow even the likes of him despite this display born out of bitterness and anger at the universe and his life or well. lack thereof.] Anyway, before we started discussing poking a overly powerful, magical ship so it can bend to our will damn the consequences, I was trying to say before... [he trails off, takes a long drink from the glass in his hand, looking down into it before he looks over at her.]
I'm sorry, Elena. [It's probably the most genuinely and openly he's ever said the two words.] And you shouldn't be too angry at him, I'm the one that did all the pushing. [He opens up the journal, tapping the final comment and sliding it over to her as he takes another drink from his glass.]
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He has had decades of punishment, loneliness, being treated like shit, whateverthehell as details aren't necessary. knowing how terrible it is to live a life without her and without his brother and without anything, without the ability to act out recklessly even. Without the ability to be obsessive with his feelings for her, it's been time and it wasn't... her being with Ethan that made him act out that way ultimately. The time in that other universe was enough to grow even the likes of him despite this display born out of bitterness and anger at the universe and his life or well. lack thereof.] Anyway, before we started discussing poking a overly powerful, magical ship so it can bend to our will damn the consequences, I was trying to say before... [he trails off, takes a long drink from the glass in his hand, looking down into it before he looks over at her.]
I'm sorry, Elena. [It's probably the most genuinely and openly he's ever said the two words.] And you shouldn't be too angry at him, I'm the one that did all the pushing. [He opens up the journal, tapping the final comment and sliding it over to her as he takes another drink from his glass.]