it's the most of damon she's gotten ever since they ended up on this ship, and even before that. it's been a year since she's seen him, and the last moment they ever shared following that was unpleasant - and even that seems like something of an understatement. she can't remember the last time she felt connected to damon, when before, she'd never had that problem. in fact, being connected to damon had always been the problem.
she looks down at the journal entry once more, even if she has stopped since reading it. her eyes burn too much for that, except maybe it gives her something else to do while she sorts through her feelings of which there are many.
this is elena gilbert we're talking about.
for however long they've been on this ship, she hasn't felt close to damon. he could be sitting right next to her and never could she have felt him further away. it's a feeling she had grown accustomed to with stefan, but never damon. it doesn't mean he's magically absolved of all the crap he put them through. it doesn't mean she doesn't get mad and call him on it; she always will.
but in this moment, she doesn't feel that distance. if anything, she is reminded of the damon who was her friend. (one of her best friends.) and she realizes just how much she has missed that person. her voice is thick when she finally speaks. ]
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it's the most of damon she's gotten ever since they ended up on this ship, and even before that. it's been a year since she's seen him, and the last moment they ever shared following that was unpleasant - and even that seems like something of an understatement. she can't remember the last time she felt connected to damon, when before, she'd never had that problem. in fact, being connected to damon had always been the problem.
she looks down at the journal entry once more, even if she has stopped since reading it. her eyes burn too much for that, except maybe it gives her something else to do while she sorts through her feelings of which there are many.
this is elena gilbert we're talking about.
for however long they've been on this ship, she hasn't felt close to damon. he could be sitting right next to her and never could she have felt him further away. it's a feeling she had grown accustomed to with stefan, but never damon. it doesn't mean he's magically absolved of all the crap he put them through. it doesn't mean she doesn't get mad and call him on it; she always will.
but in this moment, she doesn't feel that distance. if anything, she is reminded of the damon who was her friend. (one of her best friends.) and she realizes just how much she has missed that person. her voice is thick when she finally speaks. ]
Thank you.