[there's a pause as he looks out at the water too, leaning against the railing, shaking his head slightly because he's thought about it too, and--]
You don't want to go back.
[it's said softly. john doesn't really want to go back through either. he has a group of people he needs to look out for even if he walked away from them, even if he left and got drunk. he does have them to watch out for but--
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You don't want to go back.
[it's said softly. john doesn't really want to go back through either. he has a group of people he needs to look out for even if he walked away from them, even if he left and got drunk. he does have them to watch out for but--
but john doesn't really want to go back either.]