[john looks over at her as her fingers rest on top of the railing, and his eyes burn a little as he looks at her when she goes from I don't know to No like he knows the reasons she goes from one to the other.] You feel like you should want to go back, because this place is just... an in-between. [It's not life. They have to keep moving forward, surviving, it's-- it's what they have to do.

there's a pause before he shakes his head.] It matters to me.

[it does.]

I don't want to go back either.