[ elena's voice is just as soft, and she meets his gaze before she looks down at her hands. she used to be better at this, she thinks. she used to be better at reading signs and knowing how it feels to want this, but it has been a while and she let her doubts and her fears get the best of her, masquerading excuses for reasons. ]
It's not that I didn't think you weren't feeling it, too. [ neither of them are blind, they've had moments. there was a spark. she knows it and so does he. ] I just - you were right that we don't get to stay here. You said it feels real but you know it's not, and so I wouldn't have blamed you.
[ if he had thought that way, though she understands now she isn't sure what he really meant. ]
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[ elena's voice is just as soft, and she meets his gaze before she looks down at her hands. she used to be better at this, she thinks. she used to be better at reading signs and knowing how it feels to want this, but it has been a while and she let her doubts and her fears get the best of her, masquerading excuses for reasons. ]
It's not that I didn't think you weren't feeling it, too. [ neither of them are blind, they've had moments. there was a spark. she knows it and so does he. ] I just - you were right that we don't get to stay here. You said it feels real but you know it's not, and so I wouldn't have blamed you.
[ if he had thought that way, though she understands now she isn't sure what he really meant. ]