[ethan doesn't really know how to describe it. how he was certain he lost everything, not once but twice, how he became destruction (the one thing he was terrified of being) and the blood on his hands, the world he lives in where there is no one to talk to and where he spends most of his time as a wolf, and the fact he can't die. there's no summing that up. there's no putting it bluntly as much as he would like to now. maybe if he gave everyone a reason they'd understand.
in the end, the only thing that comes out is a truth of its own.]
It's hard to talk about.
Which is a shitty excuse, I know.
I'm just having a hard time finding my way right now. [after everything.
figuring out who he is and-- and that he isn't alone anymore or believing that any of this will last. it's hard.]</small.
[locked]
in the end, the only thing that comes out is a truth of its own.]
It's hard to talk about.
Which is a shitty excuse, I know.
I'm just having a hard time finding my way right now. [after everything.
figuring out who he is and-- and that he isn't alone anymore or believing that any of this will last. it's hard.]</small.