And they stop you by... overpowering you? [because he's gotta kind of side eye that into next damn year.] So we all do it together, and I don't let anyone stop you. How's that? [john understands the necessity of needing to choose, needing to have choices. he has been manipulated and used for most of his life. almost all of his life.
it's not quite the same thing, but he knows that if he'd-- if he hadn't been made into what he'd been made into, he never would have killed--
he never would have signed up all to make jedikiah proud. john glances down at the sandwich with the chips, and he reaches out to pick it up. it smells really good, and he honestly can't remember the last time that he ate.]
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it's not quite the same thing, but he knows that if he'd-- if he hadn't been made into what he'd been made into, he never would have killed--
he never would have signed up all to make jedikiah proud. john glances down at the sandwich with the chips, and he reaches out to pick it up. it smells really good, and he honestly can't remember the last time that he ate.]