[there's a long pause that follows her question, because he can tell that she understands. he gets that sense from her that she relates to what he is saying, that she finds it familiar too because of how she feels herself. john connects to that so from sensing that understanding, it's easier for him to find his own way.
it's easier for him to think of the reasons why-- why it's so hard for him to move forward after everything that has happened.
one would think he'd want to head for the hills as far from his past as possible, but.]
Guilt.
There are things I've done that I can't let go of, because the people they hurt are still... suffering from it.
[or they're dead. six feet in the ground, and they can't move forward.
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it's easier for him to think of the reasons why-- why it's so hard for him to move forward after everything that has happened.
one would think he'd want to head for the hills as far from his past as possible, but.]
Guilt.
There are things I've done that I can't let go of, because the people they hurt are still... suffering from it.
[or they're dead. six feet in the ground, and they can't move forward.
why should he?]