[damon is not in the best emotional state, but he really hasn't been in decades. the event that happened this morning may have something to do with his being particularly worse at the moment. or everything to do with it. his own endless self sabotaging and the betrayal in elena's eyes, and it's been decades, but he can damage the hell out of something in no time flat, can't he? he is incredibly talented at damage and destruction

especially of himself. he is drunk already trying to numb the-- how it feels, and it feels like hell. he's been lonely and utterly destroyed for a long time, and it's no less than he deserves. and now here he is again, standing in the ruins of another mess he's made, destroying what means most to him.]

Who wants to get drunk and/or have sex?

Party in the club in the lower decks! And everyone's invited. ;)

Also, sorry about the mess on the top deck. All me. You can hit me for it if you want to, but be warned, I bite.